I don’t intend to put any lessons or give insightful messages today. The past week has been weird, only due to several things from my past and present trying to show up again. Thing is, I realized they were coming back for a reason – to teach me something. I’m sure I could be miserable about it, but I while I should have been sleeping (final exam in 6 hours), I was having a moment where I realized that all of my dreams are coming true – I am changing the world even more so now. I feel the shift within every inch of my body. And with that, I felt the need to just type it.
I just want want to say I am so grateful for my family (the few but true), my friends (shipmates, classmates, labmates, and of course the ones who are there regardless of not having anything in common other than quoting Family Guy all day, lol), and all those teachers and professors that have come into my life (because school is my absolute favorite place in the world).
But… I want to say thank you, most of all, to those from past hurts, the ones who made me feel struggle and made me reach the very bottom of the pit – “my dark night of the soul“. You were my biggest blessings in disguises. You taught me the most important values in life – forgiveness, gratitude, and love. Without you, I wouldn’t recognize the light shining so brightly coming from ME. <3
(lol, wasn’t my intention for it to look like a Christmas tree… but I love it! If you’re not on the tree, trust me, you’re still being thought about in my heart. I just let my OCD get the best of me, and didn’t want to make the tree too obnoxiously big, hehe)